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monologues
questions
  1. a letter I wrote to myself when I was feeling good
2. a lot of the heavy lifting
3. about proving that anyone can learn to code
4. actively adding things
5. actually feeling alive
6. adding the optimism
7. after meeting a couple of very nice people
8. all of a sudden I started getting inquiries
9. and found that there is really no way to plan anything
10. and he kept repeating to me
11. and he let everything else disappear
12. and how to use lighting
13. and I started studying acting
14. and I was sort of laughing about the idea of something
15. and in that moment are considering
16. and it may be embarrassing
17. and it's about the power of storytelling
18. and meeting casting directors
19. and parents going the extra mile
20. and starting my journey with him
21. and that was devastating for me
22. and then in the editing room
23. and then presenting your information
24. and this one's amazing cause it's silk
25. and today I'm going to be sharing some of my firsts
26. and trying to understand what they are feeling
27. and understanding and compassion and empathy
28. and what's fascinating about this group of people
29. and your brain processing
30. another student that I'm working with
31. appreciating and...
32. are constantly watching
33. artistically interesting
34. as I started doing this research
35. and as I was learning, I actually was getting jobs
36. be motivated by something
37. because he's looking for choices
38. because I was watching
39. because I was working at a really stressful job
40. because people are not judging themselves
41. because you've got these wonderful amazing undervalued things
42. becomes a way of getting better
43. being creative and playing
44. being honest with yourself
45. brainstorming can trigger social anxiety
46. build something better
47. building their lives
48. but by reframing the learning process
49. but I was also pushing towards burnout
50. but I'm still going to place my money
51. but if the director is filming
52. but just starting out
53. but not everyone was always listening
54. but they are nervous about solo traveling
55. but very very exciting
56. but you have to be willing to understand
57. but you're presenting all the time
58. by being authentic to yourself
59. by understanding
60. calling me back
61. co-authored with a wonderful writing partner
62. color is absolutely nothing to be afraid of
63. computer programming operations
64. connecting to your body
65. constantly monitoring
66. creating a headline
67. creating content
68. desire is at the root of everything
69. different way of thinking
70. doing those things
71. ...and drape them across your living room
72. dreaming of doing with your life
73. earning more is subjective
74. editing the content
75. ending up in New York moving in with my sister
76. ends up being a great dance floor
77. even if you're not experiencing that anxiety right now
78. even sitting on the plane
79. every passing moment
80. everyone is going to be different
81. everything was fine, thank you, delicious as a matter of fact
82. excuse for not going and doing those things
83. feeling of satisfaction
84. feeling stupid doesn't feel good
85. following the four steps you're about to learn
86. for critical thinking
87. for example, having pieces that are up on legs
88. and for those of you watching
89. fun is energizing
90. get it over with the move on to more interesting things
91. getting into fear
92. give it everything no matter what
93. green screen acting is kind of the purest form of acting
94. have been working on 'Stuck in the Middle' for a while
95. have you ever accomplished something
96. he ends up playing with the box instead
97. he is probably sitting on it right now
98. help the camera catch what's being read
99. honestly it's pretty shocking
100. honoring him since he built this for his mistress